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Honey Chocolate Cake gone Haywire

Recipes are often described as a cakewalk. More often than not they turn out to be anything but an easy turn of events that smoothly give you the exact piece of delight that you have been expecting. The path of cooking, and more so baking, is never a smooth path free of doubts and dilemma. This I say, with my brief experience of six years of baking.

Recipes are often described as a cakewalk. More often than not they turn out to be anything but an easy turn of events that smoothly give you the exact piece of delight that you have been expecting. The path of cooking, and more so baking, is never a smooth path free of doubts and dilemma. This I say, with my brief experience of six years of baking.

My granmom is a specialist in cakes. Much unlike my mother she would never rush into a cake recipe. She would wait for the perfect rat-tat-tat in her heart that would impulsively and spontaneously urge her to bake on some easy and lazy day, when there is no hurry and enough time to bring in tasty innovations into her recipe. On other days, when she is not baking or cooking something impulsively, she would describe to me the little tricks of how a little cinnamon (dalchini) can enhance the flavour of a fruit cake. She would often explain how in her times, which was an era technically and chemically challenged to synthesize easy-to-use essenced liquids, an extra degree of art and passion was required to actually bring in those flavours in a cake. An orange cake could be baked only during winters, when the oranges in the market would be bright orange and the peels fleshy enough to squeeze into an orange pulp. The pulp could then be used for baking the cake and if the baking was proper, oh boy, the neighbourhood would know. A Jam Cake; oh yes, my granmom was cool enough to name it that way! A Jam Cake would be more like a tart that would have a checkerboard made on top with different flavoured jams in each of the checkers.

Well, that’s where I started. With a baking history like that, I could never get deviated. I started with the innocent whipping of cake ingredients into a batter, where the ingredients would be improvised by mother or granmom occasionally. I was interested in doing the tiring muscular job of mixing the batter without pay, only because I was promised that when the batter was shifted to the baking tray, I could lick the bowl with some left over batter in it. I could cling on to it as long as I could. Honestly, and I say this even today, the batter tastes way better than the cake!

I was only six years ago that I started improvising the ingredients in the cake recipe on my own. And since then I haven’t stopped. But by then I had left home. I had gone to Delhi for finishing my graduation. Whenever I came home, every occasion called for a little baking. Sometimes baking itself called for some genuine and gentle meet-ups. My birthdays were no more for mother or granmom to experiment their cake recipes with. My birthdays were meant for my friends in Delhi who never failed to surprise me with the richest and most delicious of cakes from the finest of bakeries in Delhi. In the midst of all the glistening icing and the decorative choco chip or butterscotch dressings, the flavour of cinnamon fruit cakes, vanilla sponge cakes, orange flavoured cakes or jam cakes were falling dull. However, I started missing the dullness altogether. Home was the perfect place that let me celebrate on the dull and boring cakes. My granmom was old now and even mother had fewer guests. Their enthusiasm had suffered slacks. Somebody had to pull up the lost glory, right? I was terrible the first time. The first two inches of the burnt crust was neatly sliced out and the next two inches were devoured to the last morsel like it was the best piece of dessert ever.  I gained a little confidence when I first prepared the hot chocolate brownie. It had the prefect moistness and the perfect texture. Only I burnt the hot chocolate a little that gave the cake, as my father said, a nameless roasted feel.

In the midst of all the false appreciations, just to keep my spirits high, baking became a hobby for me. It could make me happy, release my stress and surprise people on their birthdays when I could improvise new recipes for them.


The summer of 2017. After a long time spent for studies, in the city of Delhi and the town of Rajgir, I have come home for a little break from all the reckless monotonous schedule of research and academics. After a planning of about 5 years, my father has finally got me a proper microwave baking oven. The first of the baking recipes I planned in the new oven was a Honey-Chocolate Cake Recipe.

I started my preparations late at 9 in the night. It was an odd hour of the day to start a new project of baking. I call it a project because, the process genuinely is a detailed arrangement starting from gathering the dishes and bowls and the ingredients to the dish-washing and putting them back into place. So, it takes a lot of mental planning to actually carry out the baking. Once decided, the dry ingredients including 2 cups of flour, one teaspoon of baking powder and half a cup of cocoa powder were mixed in a washed and dried bowl and kept aside. A separate microwave-proof bowl was taken and some milk chocolate slabs were melted in the oven for 2 minutes. A large separate bowl was washed and dried and kept ready for mixing the wet ingredients. A cup of melted butter, one and a half cup of white sugar and the melted chocolate were mixed thoroughly in this bowl. Once the mix becomes smooth and fluffy, half a cup of condensed milk could be used for bringing a smooth texture and proper consistency of the batter. However, at this late hour, I realized that we had run out of condensed milk. So instead, I boiled about a cup of milk to half its volume until it became a little thick in consistency and added this to the mixture. Once the wet ingredients were ready, about a tea-spoon of honey should have been added. So with this, I come to the most interesting aspect of this blog, where I intend not to write the exact recipes that would give us the dishes we expect. I rather choose to write about the grievous faults I made while carrying out the recipes that turned them into burning mishaps.

Now, to explain why I did what I did, let me tell you that honey is one ingredient that never tires me. I can have spoonfulls of honey in one go. So, once I took the bottle of honey, I could see it pouring into the bowl of mix with its beautiful golden flow and I just went on seeing it. I could feel pricks at the back of my tongue and the saliva striving to come forth and it was too late when I realized that I had emptied about half of a100grams bottle of honey into the mix. Wonderfully aware of this and happy that my cake is going to be rich in honey and chocolate, I poured the dry mix into the wet one. The entire batter was mixed thoroughly and set into the greased micro-wave proof baking dish inside the oven. The batter in the dish was microwaved at 900 W for 5 mins. I went back to licking the batter bowl, as usual.

By 5 mins of baking, the kitchen and the rooms were overflowing with the beautiful smell of baked flour and cocoa. However the batter in the dish inside didn’t seem well baked still. So I put it back into the oven and baked it for 5 more minutes. The entire surface of the cake gave out little ripples of volcanoes and was literally boiling, I saw through the oven window. But even after five more minutes, the cake didn’t seem fully baked. I baked it for 5 more minutes and then pulled it out of the oven and placed it under the fan on the table to cool down. I was not happy with the baking still. I felt it was too moist. Moreover, the baking powder did not seem to have had any effect on the cake. It lay close to the bottom of the dish not allowing the cake to rise at all. I kept wondering what went wrong.

After about half an hour of cooling, the cake was sliced out of the dish and cut into pieces. I took out a piece to try out the taste. To my expected astonishment, as I dug my teeth into the slab, I couldn’t pull them out; it was that sticky and hard. I realized, the extra honey had turned the cake into a crystal that was extra-hard instead of extra-rich. The intense sticky property of the honey makes honey one of my favorite sweeteners. However, it was this property of honey that had ruined my rich honey-chocolate cake.

I saw my mother take out a piece of the cake and put in her mouth. I thought I should confess before she dug her teeth into it. I ran to her and was just starting to explain when she said, ‘How beautiful you make them!’ as she reached out for another piece. My father..well, he is a perfectionist. He took a bite and analysed the faults I could have made in the process, never forgetting to say, “Well, I still like it!”


Now that’s the beauty of a family..

Unveiling a Masked

“Has it always been so hard?”, he asked.

“Well, it hasn’t been this hard. No.” said she.

“Then why now,  of late?”

“Well maybe I was too happy… I had more friends than foes.” Laughed she.

“That isn’t so bad”

“Oh it is, doesn’t allow you think, doesn’t allow you sit.

Happiness tires you.

Happiness frustrates you.

You sit with a pen and paper out of habit and you end up leaving it blank.” Said she

“Have I hurt you today?”


“I do not know.I am not sure.But you’ve let me speak today“, smiled she.

She rose from the chair, twirled on her toes,

Fixed her eyes on him and bent close.

“Have you ever laughed in the middle of a song?Or sneezed in the middle of a speech?”
“Not that I can remember of?”

“Shhhh… Tonight you let me speak.

Have you been interrupted in the middle of a final act,

An act you have been imagining to deliver without a flaw?

Or tried painting with a bruised thumb?

Or left a painting incomplete?

Tore off a sheet with a verse,

Just because you didn’t like the nuisance you poured on it?

Have you tumbled into a pool?

Got up,

And have you wanted to tumble into it again?


I have dreamt wildly colorful dreams,

I knew not where the colors came from.

A nameless rainbow after the storms  brought to me a nameless cloud.

The cloud ran dry with all the running around,

The bottles lay empty now.

The colors that lit up new dreams for me,

Lay dried in the bottles.

The canvas with an unfinished figure made.

I had the brush and the canvas and the bottles in front.

But the colors didn’t rise in my brush now.

The moisture in them lost.

And then one day, that storm came again,

Drenched me and my bottles of hues.

The rainbow was not the same one.It had different shades of orange and blues.


The figure on the canvas grew a new wing.

The figure on the canvas could now sing.

The dreams I dreamt never came back.

The storm brought to me a new cloud.

This one doesn’t shed often,

But when it does ,I see my dreams peeking

And I hear my dreams shrieking

From a distant nameless cloud.

A cloud that had once come to me,

Lost its name and never came back.


Here you sit, listening to me,

Like a dumb puppet you stare.

I have always been this lunatic, I have always had imaginations,

Your distant love made me numb.

I had words that boiled inside

Only to get frozen on my lips,

The foolish pleasures numbed my fingers and my pen’s nibs.

Here you sit, staring as if you never knew the real me..

Maybe you did,

Maybe it was this insanity you fell for

And then you lost me like that nameless cloud I lost”


“Have I hurt you terribly today?”, after a long pause he asked.


She sighed gently, sat down, looked at him and said,
“Thank you for unveiling a masked.”

To Fall For a Cause

To those innumerable moments when people gave me chance to breathe…

To those innumerable moments when people took that breath away…

To those ominous moments when I have tried to break off…

To those miserable moments when people made me sway..


To make it all work ..

To make it all fall apart..

To make it all fall for a cause…

I tried to pull through…

I forced to pass through…

It never made sense to the world

It never will.

The world sees only the destination,never the path.

The world is too busy to appreciate quick success,

The world is too busy to praise the already famous.

The world is too busy ignoring the rest.

 

There has been times when the world was never generous to some..

And too generous to me.

Those weren’t happy times.

I knew the pain,

I saw the pain.

I tried to talk it out.

But ignorance made the perfect mask,

A mask of smiles,

A mask of perfect restlessness..

And when times gave these times back to me,I failed my masks…

I failed my ways…

Is it right to just let go?

Is it right to let in ?

Is it right to enjoy the shallow appraisal of the world?

Is it the right time to begin?

Maybe it is not.

For, the role reversal would be painful.

Enough painful to let go.

Enough painful to let in.

And the impervious crust would again be a mystery for a lover.

A mystery to fall for.A love to fall for.

All to fall for a cause.

City of Stars (Lyrical Video)

La Vie En Rose

(English)

Hold me close and hold me fast
This magic spell you cast
This is la vie en rose

When you kiss me heaven sighs
And though I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose

When you press me to your heart
I’m in a world apart
A world where roses bloom
And when you speak
Angels sing from above
Everyday words seems
To turn into love songs

Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be la vie en rose
And when you speak
Angels sing from above
Everyday words seems
To turn into love songs

Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be la vie en rose

Hridoyer Rong Cover (Lyrical Video)

Hridoyer Rong Cover – A Lyrical Video

Vocals: Oindrila Ghosh

Chords: Aniruddha Saha

Lyrics: Anupam Roy

Translation: Oindrila Ghosh

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The Portrait of A

In a checkered house,
On a checkered road,
Once upon a time lived a boy.
His heart had flowers,
His heart had songs, 
But his head Alas!
Were made of blocks.
Angular ones, cuboidal ones,
Yet blocks and blocks and nothing else.
He talked, he’d smile,
He made sure he was never vile.
Till one day aloud his heart sang.
Out poured the flowers,the rhythms And the songs of love.
The mind enraged, threw it’s blocks at him…
And choked the lores of love.
The flowers shrinked, the songs died.
The heart lay, lost and tired…
It’s voice choked in its checkered soul.
The heart curled its leaves in,
Never to unfurl, never to show itself again.

 

Artwork by Oindrila

The Portrait of O

 

Once a somebody asked me to be real,
Once a somebody held my wings in chains,
In a forest deep down the hills I lay,
Shrieking and thumping at my chains.
My colors wash down the giant tree’s roots into the lake,
For this forest has crazy bewildering rains.
And then the ripples of the lake made their call,
The fish and the flies they sent.
They fly and swim past me,
My chains, they can bend.
That somebody never returned to the woods,
If he did, I would show..
How the fish bear the plumage of my Colors now,
The same hued wings he once chained,
They have fins now,
How swiftly they can flow.

 

Artwork by Oindrila

The Bridge

The city rained in the neon versus sodium lights. The glare of the yellow outdid the fluorescent hush of the neon green. The silent corner of the city lay on the bridge. Few saw it lonely, few felt it was crowded enough to make love. Someone somewhere had very aptly said, ‘It needs a dark corner to make love whereas the darkest torture is done in broad daylight’.

He had stood there for an hour now, looking through that door, at her. The bar was dim. All that shone was she. “She looks dashing with that purple scarf”, he whispered to himself. “Should I go and offer her a drink?”, he thought. He stared and stared. She never looked back.

The night city saw him against the bar of the bridge, leaning forward, to have a deep look at the waters, as if in search of some long lost truth hidden in there. “She had to take up that barmaid job after all”, “Why couldn’t she opt for something else?”, “Does her family know about it?”… ran through his mind. The cigarette ran out. The smoke twirled around his fingers and his lips and ended in some near destiny.  “Maybe I could have just gone in and said a ‘Hi’…”, he thought. “Why couldn’t I just push myself in?

     * * *

The bar had closed by then. She had the last customer, who had wanted to sleep with her. She had to flee from that place that night. She escaped.
The night city saw her on that silent corner- the bridge. She was drunk. Her eyes were red, her hair uncanny, her purple scarf hung down her waist. “He never came in”, she shouted in the dark. Tears ran down her throat. Her voice cracked in the dark. Somewhere maybe someone would hear her, she had thought.
The city was busy. No one even looked back. The coastguards were looking for people who attempted suicide. The police looked for places where they could make money. And the peddlers were beggers of time.
Only one heard.

* * *

The night was going to end. The shout was a loud one. Was someone in danger? Was someone asking for help? He stared through the same light that seemed to light up the whole city.
A fast walk, a mild jog, and then he ran. The left weak knee made him limp a bit. yet he ran.

* * *

She lay near the foot of the lamp post. “He saw me”, she thought. “He never came”, she uttered.
The stars were beautiful and then she heard footsteps near her. A mild run, someone ran, she understood. Maybe the footsteps were of someone who had a slight limp; she had heard them before, she thought.
And then, before she could see, she fell unconscious.

He saw the purple scarf down her waist and stopped.

Illustration by Oindrila

The Little Theatre of Norfolk

The phone GPS went crazy that day with all the mind-boggling bends and turns on the roads that lead us from the Chrysler’s Museum of Art to the Little Theatre of Norfolk. As much excited that we were, we were late too. The museum had tantalized my creative cells with all the outpouring sensation of art and yet the little time that we had to explore all of it. The gift shop had tormented me with all the attractive options of buying a little souvenir as a mark of reminiscing the exhilarating experience. The piling confusions and inertia in my head made us late and Aniruddha was racing the car so that we could catch the theatre on time. We were a minute away from our destination when the GPS went into its re-routing mode and Aniruddha lost the right exit that led us to it. The play would start at 2:30PM and it was already 2:26 by the phone clock. The GPS finally re-routed and showed a new looped path to the same old destination and shouted into our ears the right directions for it. An extra 5 minutes by the looped path glared at us and we looked at one another and Aniruddha gushed all his frustration at the accelerator.

“You know what, let’s not think about it”, I said.

It suddenly dawned on me, why would somebody rush over the blessing of a natural procrastination to allow absorbing the most of a pristine road and ruin the essence of it? That would be so dumb!

“Let’s just go in the normal pace and allow all that comes to come. Let’s be late!”, I distinctly remember that I actually said that. (And I am smirking when I write this!)

So, we reached about 10 minutes late and sneaked into the seats that were allotted in the tickets. The stage was dimly lit and the actors were doing their job. The Death of a Salesman, a setting of the late 1940s and a Tragedy written by the American playwright Arthur Miller. The booklet that the red-haired woman handed over to us at the entrance of the theatre, before entering the hall, read that the subject of the play was ‘The waning of a failing salesman’.

As we settled on the seats, the stage rumbled on with Willy Loman, the protagonist’s complains to his wife, Linda about how dreadfully their son Biff had shattered his high expectations of success, in spite of Biff’s promising athletic spirits from high school. Linda implored to her husband, after his tragic car accident and troubled state of mind, that he request his boss to let him settle in the hometown so that he would not have to travel up and down every day, risking his life. The story spun its threads along, weaving my attention into it. When the scene shifted to Happy and Biff’s reminiscing about their childhood together and plans forward in their respective careers, the lower part of the stage became dim with a blue light. A yellow beam highlighted a higher elevation on the stage, giving an illusion to the audience that Biff and Happy stayed on the floor higher than the dining room, where their parents discussed their lives. It made me ponder on how the director of the play metaphorized the layered structure of the parents’ discussions of complaints and worries and the hopeful plans of the kids with the duplex characteristic of the Loman House. The play paused for a break after the scene where both Willy and Biff depart after an agreement. Willy, the father, to keep his wife’s word, agreed to meet his boss and ask for a settled in-town job whereby he would not have to travel. The son, to keep his father’s word, agreed to meet his former employer to ask him for re-employment in a job.

Up until now, I was so deeply engrossed into the story, that I never noticed the seats around me. I saw Aniruddha, who was equally into the ambience of the play and looked at me and when he did so I could totally tell that he was thinking about something else. I smiled at him and he did too. Distracted as he was, he asked me if I wanted to go out. I said I’d prefer sitting. He rose from his chair and followed the rest of the crowd heading towards an adjoining room. I changed my mind, rose from my chair and limped my way up to him and held his arm. As the crowd descended into the adjoining room, I saw something I did not notice before. The people. Everybody of them, so astonishingly happy. To a greater surprise, about eighty percent of the crowd consisted of people from an age group of 60-70 years, all of them decked up to the best in their wardrobe. I looked around, and I didn’t find one grumpy face. For a moment, I thought, what went wrong with our generation? Where were they? Why were they not a part of this? I heard a buzz from my cell phone vibrating inside the pocket of my sling bag, as if like an answer to all my questions. We have lost it all to a rectangular piece of bright LED screen. I ignored the buzz and walked forward amidst an era of granpas and granmas. I had never felt this amount of happiness and warmth for a long time now.

I stumbled around one of the tables that these happy faces were huddled around and peeped in to see, all the wrinkled hands reaching out towards a plate of brown and orange biscuits. There were these brown biscuits with a layer of white vanilla cream or a layer of chocolate cream and these orange biscuits with a layer of orange cream in them. They grabbed them and munched on them for the rest of the next ten minutes and I do not remember doing anything other than just observing them. I do remember grabbing the last piece of an orange biscuit and rushing towards the restroom before the play started for the next half.

The second half of the play was where the tragedy reached its climax with all the upfronting failures and surfacing of ugly truths from the father and son’s past days and the consequent escalation of pain in the heart of a failing salesman. His illusions of success that he had attached to his son had started to break. He had put his imagination and illusion of success into an auction that cost him respect in the eyes of his inner self, that never allowed him to accept help from his friends who were ready to help him. All of this to lead to a tragic death of Willy Loman in what was more of a suicide.

    

The final scene saw Willy’s wife and two sons along with his close friend Charley, his son Bernard attending his funeral, all clad in black. The play ended with persisting thoughts of whether Willy’s decision of ending his life was the right way of dealing with a situation as his, or whether illusions of success as his do actually help in achieving excellence.

As the play ended, I knew I had just made one of the most inexplicable memories of my life. It was the first professional theatre that I ever saw. This was much beyond what I performed in at my high school. These were real-life actors, much away from the illusion of acting that I held in my heart from all my performances back in school. And here I was absorbing all of it in the midst of a generation that knew the true essence of happiness from the littlest of things, with the man I love beside me at the Little Theatre of Norfolk, Virginia; a red house with a white roof. Could it be more perfect?

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